"We've broken up a couple of times and gotten back together and this time I was like, 'Finally, I can feel again.'"Follow Peggy on Twitter.

director Rupert Sanders, then issued a public apology to Pattinson.

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It would be silly to say I don’t care what people think of my work and who I am, but stuff is polarizing, period.” Further recalling what it was like when she became an overnight A-lister thanks to her role as Bella Swan in the book-turned-movies, Stewart adds, "I used to try too hard, because I was nervous. I’ve just grown out of it." In an exclusive interview with ET in October, Stewart also opened up about how she's come to deal with being in the public eye.

"I think it takes a minute to sort of acclimate to communicating with so many people at one time, with like, 'the masses,' you know," she shared.

"I know people love to say, 'Oh, she doesn't give a...' like, no, I totally do, man!

, K-Stew, who also serves as the fall women fashion issue's cover girl, says that pressure got to the couple.

It would be silly to say I don't care what people think of my work and who I am, but stuff is polarizing, period." Stewart changed her approach with relationships after Pattinson because she had an epiphany that her experience could help others.

"Considering I had so many eyes on me, I suddenly realized [my private life] affects a greater number of people than just me.

But when we interviewed the model-of-the-moment, her current girlfriend, Kristen Stewart, also tagged along for the ride.

Indeed, the 27-year-old insisted that her actress partner sat next to her for the interview – something she quickly had second thoughts about…

"People wanted me and Rob to be together so badly that our relationship was made into a product," she tells the magazine. And that was gross to me." K-Stew, who reconciled with Rob after the Rupert Sanders saga, says her view on dating as a famous person isn't about hiding: "It's that I don't want to become part of a story for entertainment value." K-Stew's interview also includes a sweet moment involving her private Instagram account and her scrolling through photos of her and girlfriend Alicia Cargile.